The idea what is charlyn thinking...

i have chicken pox...

I have chicken pox. Therefore, recently i will stay at home since i have 10days MC. Everyone around me said..."wow 10days MC"...ya 10 days MC. Althought a bit boring. But i think i stil very enjoy these 10days. haha...but chicken pox really let me felt painful...first the person i want to thanks is my brother. Becoz of him ..i can have 10 days MC...and becoz of him i have chicken pox. Second , i wan to thanks my mum..becoz she take care of me...cook for me...buy medician for me...thanks her...beside the third person is my frens...they come to my home visit me...but i think they actually wan to laugh at me ,finished the watermelon my mum buy......but anyway thanks..

i have chicken pox...

I have chicken pox. Therefore, recently i will stay at home since i have 10days MC. Everyone around me said..."wow 10days MC"...ya 10 days MC. Althought a bit boring. But i think i stil very enjoy these 10days. haha...but chicken pox really let me felt painful...first the person i want to thanks is my brother. Becoz of him ..i can have 10 days MC...and becoz of him i have chicken pox. Second , i wan to thanks my mum..becoz she take care of me...cook for me...buy medician for me...thanks her...beside the third person is my frens...they come to my home visit me...but i think they actually wan to laugh at me ,finished the watermelon my mum buy......but anyway thanks..

Why...so Blue...

I felt so blue recently...without reason..huh..not only make me bad ..only influence the others... the person can't even catch my mood just suddenly change...i knew i think too much...I just hope my down mood period gone soon...But thanks for those people who have consult me and forgive me...If one day i suddenly moody please forgive me and remind me i am "zhuang niu jiao jian" again...i need other remind me...

How to choose between dream, relationship and family???

Last week is deepavali and raya holiday my cousin come back from U.K for 2 weeks vocation. Make me think a lot of things...my future..my partner...my family...my job...and my dreams. I was thinking how long i need to work or how much i need to save so that i can success my dreams? Actually all of us also knew that it is very hard ... i can't say impossible but really very hard for me... i also knew high salary not equal good future ... but i do agree good future need money to support....one thing i not dare to put down is ...am i rigth i put down i holding now...to hold my dream. i am not sure it is still there when i came back look for it ...people around me especially my frens always warn me ...remind me...i migth lost it if i go...even myself also think...Long distance could be a big problem...i have seen a lot of examples...but if i don't go ...i don't think i can make it when i have my own family or when i old...i have decided to go but i not yet decide the date .... i hope one day i will go to success my dreams and also success the mission impossible with the person .... Frens wish for me!!!!

what should i do on it....

i love it but she seem like too naugthy. Somemore i didn't consider clearly before i adopt it. it too small stil wan to drink milk. Now what should i do on it, she always cried during mid nigth distrub my family sleeping. But she stil a puppy wan to looking for her mum. Because of this problem she have to sleep outside.Actually i wan her stay in my home until she big enough then i will let her at outside. i already 2 day didn't sleep well because my puppy. although she just a puppy but for me seem like take care a baby. i Have to wake up mid night make milk to her. she make my so tried...

Who Say Life Meaningless???

i have realized that a lot of frens told me they felt life is meaningless. I think a lot of people will have this kind of feeling after graduated and working now. It is because of during we stil were studying there is a lot of freedom we have. But after we work the life can't be like that any more. And somemore we will face more reality factor beside money there are also the relationship between colleagues. The relationship u and colleagues just can't compare with those friends u have knew when we still in school. I always told my friends when u stil keep in touch with friends just carry on. It is because friends will lost if we without contact each other , but it is hardly to increase our friend when we work. This is the theory i used to consult and remind myself.Besides , that for me if there is a dream in your heart it will make you think life is hopeful. When u work hard feel very tired there is dream consult u and bring u forward. I hope all my friend can find out what is they dream...

Em...Thanks that guy a lot

I feel sad easyly ....i don't know why...!!I think may be is because my new job always let me think a lot. And make me easy to angry or sad when there is small matter...a really really small!!!I knew i let someone in trouble also....i am not sharing happinese but sadnese....very unlucky person met me this trouble gal. That person let me my dream can success if i pay more affort. I think the person already give me  a lot patient.But i think that person have to continue give patient to me. Because ...."river and mountant easy to change ...but habitual hard to change"....hah....Want to thank that person and also my friends who are consult me , let me think i am not a useless person. Now i understand that there are a lot of people ,their suituation worse than me. My problems for them is totally not a problem. Once i success my dream i can do wat i like liao....

Huh....Bad image

huh....already working in new company 2 months but stil like a lot of things don't know....i think my superiors only have bad image on me. My bad habit ---careless seem like still follow me althought i already work 1 and half year. Always make mistake ...i worry about i can't tahan 3 months already fire by my superior...my mood very blue now....

Hope she will recover faster...

One of my two friends they both have broken heart. Yesterday i met one of the friend i relised she changed a lot. She no more carry happinese , her emotion easy to change. After met her i very worry about her. I sad .....my friend just changed and i can't help her to bear wat she sad for. I think the thing i can do for her is accompany her. She really does need friend support her. I know it is not a easy things to forget and it take time but i hope she can recover faster...wan to tell her that i always be there when u need me o.k....faces any problem look for soemone to tell just called me...o.k...

The job i would like to do in future....

Ha....i wan to share my dream with my friends!!!I hope i will make a lot of magic on baking... i have found out my dream...so how about u all my friends...